[hello]

Okay so admittedly I’m more than a little late on this, but what do I do?

Do I leave everyone behind to study abroad?

There’s this one institute that has the program I want. or at least I think I want. But anyways. It’s in London but I feel like that’s so far away. But I really. Do I just leave everything and everyone?

I mean. Reality just slapped me in the face for the first time that nothing is ever going to be the same ever again. No one is ever going to be nearby and we’ll probably grow apart and everything will like we did with you moved. Except with everyone. But would it be so bad to slip into the unknown? I mean. I’d always have the internet and whatnot to keep me connected. Plus I need to use my stationary…. and actually send things

Oh jesus I haven’t posted in forever.

I’m so sorry

balls. where to begin….

I’ve graduated high school. I can’t believe they were stupid enough to let me out of that place. anyways. it’s summer break, I went to Disneyland for two days with Ysabel and Perla.

I’m going to go to England and France for my graduation present, leaving July 8th. I kind of want to think that I’d see you there but that’s so unlikely that i don’t even know how to comprehend.

You’ve probably been keeping in touch with Lily better, and if you haven’t and I haven’t mentioned it before.

I don’t even know. It’s so hot here that I’ve been relaxing inside all day [[read: “messing around on the internet]] to avoid the sun and the heat and whatnot and it feels like a terrible waste of time but at the same time it’s so hot that I don’t even want to put on proper clothing and whatnot and I’m so not meant for this weather.

I never finished with the sophomore bit, but — that little wanker — I pretty much told him I liked him and he hasn’t spoken to me or responded or anything ever since. I don’t know how I feel about this still. I mean. I tried to be normal and something perfect that he’d want but obviously that didn’t work. So I’m pretty successfully single as always. probably for the best anyways.

because I’m classy like that.